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Mar. 7th, 2005 @ 01:56 pm
Goddamn, it's been a while since I've been here bcuz livejournal sucks and xanga is way better! You people should go yo my ne xanga site, it's www.xanga.com/Wanted_To_Be_Pretty . hahahaha, I hate Lauren, she's too Emo. I hate Emo also!

Dec. 16th, 2004 @ 01:08 pm
The dude's name wasn't "Christmas," (That's his last name) it's Freddie, and he likes Angelica. Ewww! Her mom is cool though. She says next time she sees me, she'll give me one of her menthol cigarettes. I wish I had a mom like that, but noooo! I'm stuck with a bitch that turned me from a nice, little kid to a suicidal rebel! If you people were to describe me, what would you say? I think of myself as a satanic rebel who cuts because he has nothing to live for and that he began to listen to Marilyn Manson after his 5-year old cousin, his aunt, his 8-year old cousin, and his grandma and grandpa all died in a car accident that he was in on June 25, 2000! I just tore 2 muscles in my neck and couldn't walk for 4-days.

Oh, I'll finish the story later, I have to update my Xanga Journal. My username is InfernalChild666.

Frank(knarF)
Current Mood: deviousSatan's son, That's me!
Current Music: None 2day

I don't know Dec. 14th, 2004 @ 12:29 pm
Essica is fuckin' funny dude. We talk everyday on the phone about the stupidest shit, like the time she broke her left front tooth (Weird, I broke my left front tooth, but I got it fixed.) and Jessica just left her there and said "I'm gonna be late to class." She had 2 get a fake one too. There's more stuff, but it's too embarrasing 2 write in here. I got so fucked up yesterday man! I was sleepy when I got to Emerson cause of the NOS. I was lightheaded too

Drugs=God!
Frank(knarF)
Current Mood: drunkFucked UP!!!
Current Music: I Don't Like The Drugs(But The Drugs Like Me)-Marilyn Manson

Bipolar Disorder? Dec. 13th, 2004 @ 01:37 pm
(I don't know what number I am.) Over the weekend, my mom took me to the doctor because of the whole "Me being suicidal" thing. So anyways, the doctor said that I'm showing signs of bipolar disorder. For those of U out there who don't know what that is, It's when U have a chemical inbalance in your brain that causes these weird mood swings. Creepy, right? So, that explains why I'm depressed one day, an asshole the next day, and happy the day after that.

Jessica's friend, Essica, wants 2 go out with me....Ewwww!!!
Frank(knarF)

P.S: I'm Smoking stress and inhaling NOS today, I'm gonna be so fucked up by the time I get to Emerson!

Oh Yeah, LOVE is a 4 letter word.....And so is SHIT! lol!
Current Mood: calmI'm a Druggie!
Current Music: New Abortion-Slipknot

Huh? Dec. 10th, 2004 @ 01:58 pm
Ummm, Wait And Bleed? Wait And Bleed isn't a love song, It's more of a song about what a person feels after they cut. That's why the beginning goes, "I wipe it off the tile. The light is brighter this time, everything is 3D-blasphemy!" (Blasphemy is when U talk shit about the faggot known as god...See, I just did it right now!) I'm gonna search for a damn song 4 another hour again.
Current Mood: amusedBlah, Blah Blah.
Current Music: Heretic Anthem-Slipknot
Other entries
» I Am Hated
So, Me and the seagull(Carlos) were talking about what our songs were. He said his was "Left Behind" and mine was "I Am Hated", which are both Slipknot songs. I'm looking 4 a song 2 dedicate to Lauren right now.... While I'm searching, here's the lyrics for "I Am Hated"

I Am Hated

The whole world is my enemy - and I'm a walking target
Two times the devil with all the significance
Dragged and raped for the love of a mob
I can't stay - because I can't be stopped
Eat motherfuckers alive who cross us
I know you're all tired of the same ol' bosses
Let me tell you how it's gonna be
I'm gonna kill anyone who steps up in front of me

Welcome to the same ol' fucking scam
Same ol' shit in a dead fad

Everybody wants to be so hard
Are you real or a second rate sports card?
They all lost their dad or their wife just died
They never got to go outside - SHUT UP
Nobody gives a fuck
it doesn't change the fact that you suck

(We are) The anti-cancer
(We are) The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me, you'll never know
(We are) Bipolar gods
(We are) You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore

Now I'm not pretty and I'm not cool
But I'm fat and I'm ugly and proud - so fuck you
Standing out is the new pretension
Sreamline the (sic)ness, half-assed aggression
You gotta see it to believe it, we all got conned
All the mediocre sacred cows we spawned
Put your trust in the mission
We will not repent - this is our religion

(We are) The anti-cancer
(We are) The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But waht's inside of me, you'll never know
(We are) Bipolar gods
(We are) You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore

I AM HATED
YOU ARE HATED
WE ARE HATED

Everything sucks and I can prove it
Everybody dies, shuffle on, remove it
Idividuals, indispensable
I'm the paradox deity vessel
...the other side holds no secret
But this side is done, I don't need it
Before you go, you should know you're breaking down
You'll be rotten by the time you're underground

(We are) The anti-cancer
(We are) The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me, you'll never know
(We are) Bipolar gods
(We are) You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore

(We Are) The source of conscience
(We Are) Distorted sentients
There's only one thing left
And I can't leave until it's sated
(We Are) The absolute
(We Are) Controlling you
They're closing in, I can't escape
I AM HATED!

Mmmmm...Maybe Vermillion Part 2, I'm still looking for some....I'll finish looking 2morrow.
» HAHAHA!!!
Hahaha! Lauren fell for it. Dude, I thought that wasn't gonna work! I was trying to see if she would get mad at me by writing all that stupid shit. I'm laughing my ass off right now at the other people who wrote comments. Hahaha! You guys suck for believing me.... except for Lauren, you don't suck. Lauren, I'm sorry for making you cry. You could hit me 2morrow if U feel like it. Oh shit dude, my stomach hurts from laughing too much. That's fucked up. I'm gonna stop playing jokes on people like that. I'm Sorry Lauren, really, I am, From the bottom of my cold, black heart. This is the 1st time that I'm sorry and actually mean it.

I'm Really, really, really Sorry!

Frank(knarF)
» What The Fuck Do U Want Me To Write!?
Okay, ummm, I have this weird feeling that I should break up with Lauren. Hmmm, I don't know why, but I just do. Maybe it's the fact that I'm losing my feelings for her. Oh well. Should I or shouldn't I? Someone leave a comment. Jonathan, If U want 2 comment, U should comment now U fucker!

Ummmmm.......Whatever

Frank(knarF)
» (No Subject)
Has anybody seen the "(s)AINT" video from Marilyn Manson? I was watching it yesterday and ummm.... It's really "Shocking!" lol. Lauren, if you're reading this, Read my other last 2 LJ entries. Ok?

Frank(knarF)
» Coma White
Dude! I am so obsessed with this Marilyn Manson song. I first heard it when I was 10, and I was listening to it again for the 1st time in 4 years. It's prettier than the Slipknot song "Vermillion." If U listen 2 it, you'll agree with me.....Ewww! I said the word "Pretty!" I tought I was dark and gloomy!? Oh well. Here's the Lyrics to the song

Coma White



There's something cold and blank behind her smile
She's standing on an overpass
In her miracle mile
(coma):
You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today
Today to run away
A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself

Her mouth was an empty cut
And she was waiting to fall
Just bleeding like a polaroid that
Lost all her dolls
(coma):
You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today
Today to run away
A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself
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